Thanks so much guys, I will pass that panda thing on. My son in law tries his best , but hes extremely lazy and that's a small part of my daughters problem, my wife is down there tonight she is being lovely to me again, whatever her counsellor did really helped her with her anger issues. I just hope and pray we can keep heading in this direction. I do have a good friend to talk to but he is high up I evolved with fires and has been too busy understandably working 14 hour days. My sisters and I aren't talking due to some betrayal and lies issues, I still haven't met my new sister I didn't know I had yet, so, haven't really had anyone to talk to. But the new meds are really good- though I dont know if its them or the fact my wife is being lovely to me tbh , but at least these ones dont effect my libido. But they are very expensive as not on pbs scheme yet. Thanks guys for being here for me, it's a real help believe me tonight is my second night alone worried about a hell of a lit of things , but I'm handling it ok, I'm sure having someone to vent to has saved my life. Now I dint feel like self harming and I'm even starting to enjoy life a bit. Still nervous as a cat on a hit tin roof but a heck of a lot better than when I first started this thread.
Btw Tim, I remember that show, I always thought the priest was a girl
