Don't want help anymore
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Couldn't find anything on the forums or internet in general, so hoping someone here might help me.Been depressed for a little over 20 years, been in and out of therapy, on and off medications to help me etc, a few months back I went to take my life a... View more
Couldn't find anything on the forums or internet in general, so hoping someone here might help me.Been depressed for a little over 20 years, been in and out of therapy, on and off medications to help me etc, a few months back I went to take my life again but got stopped by my roommate and taken to hospital, had sessions with psychologists and put back on medication, I stopped and cancelled all my sessions and stopped taking my medication, I'm so tired of the same routine of doing this again, was stressed thinking about doing it all again I couldn't go through it again, everyone keeps telling me to go through with it, but I can't bring myself to go through with it again with all the stress it brings me, I don't want help anymore if I know I'll be back in this depressing state again, rather just end it all then go through it again, has anyone felt like this before and got out of it or can give me some advice? Please don't say go to therapy, not worth the stress and anxiety thinking about doing it.