I'm new, I'm 17 years old, and I've been struggling for a long while,
and I've lied about it for a long while. I had a psychologist two years
ago, upon recommendation of my previous GP that I should see someone for
reasons that I didn't know and stil...
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I'm new, I'm 17 years old, and I've been struggling for a long while,
and I've lied about it for a long while. I had a psychologist two years
ago, upon recommendation of my previous GP that I should see someone for
reasons that I didn't know and still don't really, and I was 12 when I
first saw the psychologist. Some things I told her were truthful but
other things I didn't tell her and sometimes I straight up lied to her.
After two years of not seeing the psychologist and living normally (or
trying to), I'm tired of where I am right now, and I want to be a better
friend and person, but I'm worried I'll lie about my life, or that i'll
get angry, or that they won't be able to help me, or that my parents
will ask me questions, or that I'll be judged. I don't feel like I'm a
good person because my lying caused damage to myself and some others and
I'm weary of how helpful a psychologist could actually be. I made
appointment with a GP this week and I want to cancel it. Any advice?