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My head feels like it is in a big fog cloud. When I'm busy at work I'm feeling great, I feel very happy and even want to be very social with friends and love to get out and about and exercising is easy. When I'm NOT working I'm the opposite, I'm NOT ... View more
My head feels like it is in a big fog cloud. When I'm busy at work I'm feeling great, I feel very happy and even want to be very social with friends and love to get out and about and exercising is easy. When I'm NOT working I'm the opposite, I'm NOT motivated to get out and catch up with friends and the dread of when will my next work assignment come again? I HATE waiting for work to come up for me, It's so frustrating, the annoying part is I have been trying so hard to get a full time job which is ongoing and has career prospects for so long and still can't seem to achieve this. Everyone else at 35 years of age has a full time ongoing job and has a house of their own or is buying one and I can't even have the opportunity to do this. Why can't someone give me a stable full time ongoing job with career prospects - surely this is NOT to much to ask. I'm starting to think that there is something wrong with me. Seriously if a full time job with career prospects doesn't come along very soon then what's the point of hanging around on earth for. Obviously I'm NOT valued by any humans in the work force to being given an opportunity to contribute my skills, knowledge and experience. Come on someone give me a go please. I would like to be able to work full time and buy a small shack or unit (nothing fancy) just something to call my own home to relax in when I'm NOT working.