Not in a good space

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

It's like a feeling just bubbling up to the surface. It's panicky and disgusting and I dont' know what to do with it. There's no thoughts associated with it. It's a feeling. A really gross one. I called the Suicide Call Back service. I didn't find them helpful. What do you do? What helps you?

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Hi Sleepy

I absolutely adore that you thought that woman's happiness was the most important thing - if only everyone thought that way. I told my son about the rollerskates, and he has offered to buy them for me for Christmas, and I think I'll accept his offer. How fun!

Holiday mode is pretty great. I'm glad to have no stress in my life at the moment, and can just do what I want. The gorgeous weather always improves my mood too. We're having lots of warm, sunny days, and I went for two bike rides yesterday just for fun. What sort of things do you enjoy doing to fill in the time?

Today, I really need to get stuck into my housework - yuk! But my son's coming down tomorrow, so I have to.

Sending kind thoughts, Katy xo

[Guest_1643]

Hi Katy - yay so happy it worked out and ur son is gifting them to you

I would also love to go skating again as I used to enjoy it a lot as a kid

I work casually and have a lot of free time at the moment - I've been reading and watching movies and I like to write and draw.

I haven't had so much energy and have been trying to sleep a bit better, taking some natural remedies which are helping moderately and trying to just be in the moment. I've been checking out a few properties and considering moving but I find that process annoying as the agents are so fake and sketchy. If something I like pops up I might move to a sunnier apartment in the new year

[Hanna3]

Hi Sleepy, Hi Katy,

Best wishes for Christmas tomorrow... Katy I know you are busy with your son so I hope it's a really happy Christmas for you... Sleepy I hope you are doing something nice... sending best wishes to everyone oxoxo

[Guest_1643]

thanks Hanna . I hope everyone is doing well.

Good food and a good break

I'm sipping my hot chocolate which is a nice comfort. sending love

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Hello

A sunny apartment sounds like a treat, Sleepy - I imagine a change would be nice for you, but yes, not the most fun experience finding something.

Well I got my skates - also bought a pad kit, so I'm a bit michelin man lol. I'll need to build my confidence 🙂

Just a quick pop in to wish you all (everyone who pops in here) a lovely day tomorrow, however you choose to spend it. I'm about to make pavlova! Big hugs from the west, Katy xo

[Paw Prints]

Merry Christmas Katy,

I hope you have had a lovely few days with your son...

Enjoy your skates... if you have the balance to go out on your paddleboard I'm sure you will be fine on them.

Love & hugs

Paws

[Hanna3]

Hi Katy,

Skates and a pad kit - wow, you go girl! Sounds like you're having a good Christmas! Cheers.

[Guest_1643]

Hi Katy

sounds like u had a really nice day, so happy to hear that u got the skates!
Hope they'll be a lot of fun and lead to adventures!

I'm glad xmas is over but it's been a little bit relaxing in its way.
Hoping everyone is doing well

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Kind of a dear diary type post I suppose. Just thinking about the title of this thread "not in a good space", and I just feel the need to note that I am currently in a good space. Longest upswing I've had for a while, and I've even been feeling somewhat like my old self (pre-anxiety). It's nice.

[Hanna3]

Hey, that's good news Katy! Maybe you needed the break from all the Uni study and stress and time to chill out at the beach with Stormy!

Happy New Year to you and everyone!