Not in a good space

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

It's like a feeling just bubbling up to the surface. It's panicky and disgusting and I dont' know what to do with it. There's no thoughts associated with it. It's a feeling. A really gross one. I called the Suicide Call Back service. I didn't find them helpful. What do you do? What helps you?

[Hanna3]

Hi Katy

You sure are having a stressful year for sure but hopefully it'll all be worth it!

How are Stormy's legs, poor thing!

I agree with Paws that you do something meaningful for you for Zea's anniversary. Something just for you and her. 💞

Keep soldiering on, you're doing great!

🙂🍃🌼🌿💝🐳

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Hi there

Well things at prac are more of a mess, darn it.

But, on a great note, I saw my honours supervisor and she’s happy with how my thesis is coming along. So phew! Not such a mess after all ( maybe I’m also not such a mess!).

Maybe the year won’t be one big crash n burn 🙂

[Guest_1643]

Hi Katy, that's really cool news about ur thesis! It's not an easy feat at all, well done on that progress there girl x

[Hanna3]

Hi Katy

That's great news about the thesis! Well done you.

Do you think you can pass the prac? How much longer to go?

Sending big hugs 👍🐳🌹

[ecomama]

Hey Katy,

Wow that's great news about your supervisor approving of your thesis' progress! Congratulations and really well done!

Getting there.... putting in TONS of work and inching towards your goal.

I'm really proud of you and hope you're SUPER proud of yourself too!

No one really ever knows how many hardships we have to overcome to see this kind of progress in our lives, I amongst many others here do. We can appreciate how difficult this road has been but you're almost there...

Bestest wishes
EMxxxx

[Paw Prints]

Hello Katy,

Yay you!! That must be such a lift having your supervisor happy about how your thesis is going...

You have this lass... almost there!!... I think a giant pink lamington might be in order...

How is the lovely Miss Storm doing?...

Hugs

Paws

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Thank you all so much for the support, encouragement and recognition!

Im really not sure about passing prac still. I’ll have a better idea after I meet with my uni supervisor on Friday. For now I’m just doing my best to endure the stress of it all and not scream and hide.

If I don’t get failed early, I will finish prac end of Nov/early Dec.

Can’t wait for summer. Stormy needs to swim to improve her mobility, and I need some beach therapy!!!

Thanks for being here. Big loves to you all x

[Hanna3]

Hi Katy

I wasn't sure what you meant earlier about prac being a mess, so very best wishes for the meeting tomorrow and let us know how you go. I think you always underestimate yourself so I hope it all turns out positive.

That's great news about the thesis!

Hang in there you can scream your lungs off when it's all over!

🙂👍💝

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Anniversary day tomorrow. Already got a bit sad today. I’d love to have a me day and just do what feels comfortable, but I have prac, including two meetings with supervisors. I hope they go ok as I worry about yuk on top of yuk being too much yuk and I won’t want to explain to anyone.

Funny, I still want that tattoo I wanted to remember her. If you guys were here I’d drag you to the tattoo shop with me and maybe I’d be brave enough to do it.

sad Katy is sad

[Paw Prints]

Hello Katy,

Being sad is natural lass... I will keep you & Zea in my thoughts tomorrow...

I wonder if perhaps you could take your sadness tomorrow & use it to remind yourself that Zea would want to support you to make it through everything you need to get done. The way you keep getting back on the horse despite taking tumbles is something any daughter would be proud of her mum for doing.

Hugs

Paws