Hi Katy,
First of all, forget anything your ex said about you - he is not someone whose opinion you should be listening to!!!
You don't say what your prac is? It just sounds as if your lack of self confidence/social anxiety is getting the better of you. Some self-talk might help - remember you are a high passing student, you're intelligent, and you can manage the prac fine. I don't think people who lack self confidence are good judges of yourself. I thought I was a rotten nurse until I discovered that the Sisters were giving me excellent reports - so I wasn't judging myself very accurately was I, because I didn't have confidence in myself.
Might be time to pull yourself up, tell yourself you can do this, and force yourself to go back and finish it, because if you don't you will always regret it. Push yourself and tell yourself that you can and will manage this.
I am facing going blind - and I am telling myself that I will manage this somehow. I have terribly wobbly days, and then I just have to keep going no matter what. You do the same.
When I was learning horse riding, when you had a fall they made you get back on the horse so you didn't lose your nerve. It worked.
Now go back to your prac tomorrow and you will manage it girl! OK?!!!
