I always do things ass about

velvetfaerie
Community Member

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody 😁😁

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

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CMF
Blue Voices Member

It certainly does.

i hope yours doesn't repulse you like mine does.

i hope you feel happy soon. You really deserve it.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

I still love him. But it’s broken.

Happiness is two steps forward one step back at the moment. I’m truly lucky to have great people in my life.

You included 😁

🌷

Just re read the head slap comment.

Giggled.

Deal !

😄

CMF
Blue Voices Member

Hehehe,

How are you today?

velvetfaerie
Community Member

Hit and miss. I hit down this arvo so I went and did an 8km power walk and a weights class.

Still down but tired.

how are u...?

ill pop into your thread.....

I admire the way you are getting through this breakup. Ur kicking butt. U sound like such a go- getter...most ppl would be on the couch comfort eating. U r making me proud to be a woman. I'm proud of how u r getting through x

Hello monkey, thank you for your kind words.

yes I am. I’ll cry and chuck a fit but I’ll drag myself up.

thats why I get so angry at the ex him ... he just never tries. Just takes the rubbish dished out at him and it’s destroying him.

it destroyed us

its infuriating to me

Believe me I’m dying inside.

I’m sick of not sleeping!!! I had this fixed. NOTHING HELPS.

Trying not to loose it at work.