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Originally posted by: rebekah on 30 December 2012

basally Ive been bullied my whole life my parents complain that im never happy but when ever they speak to me i start crying my mum doesn't understand my life she found out i harm myself and she keeps making stuiped comments like ''you should focus on work in class instead of harming'' or ''you stuiped bitch you think your so cool because you harm'' i can't take school any more i cant that my parents its just to much i just want to barry my self in a hole . even at school i get called emo and attention seekers half the time from a girl who harms her self and she told me she does it for attention so why call me an attention seeker half the time when people yell about my teachers here do go so good after that.

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Originally posted by: AnonAnon on 23 March 2013

hi Rebekah, thanks for keeping in touch, sweetie. It's reassuring to know that you're fine. But please do try to seek external help so that you can be lead to the right direction. Remember, we're here for you 🙂

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Originally posted by: Neil on 24 March 2013

Hi Rebekah, As with a number of other posters, I'm concerned for you. Your posts show at one time that you're heavily down, but then the next one seems to reveal that you're faring a little better. As with what the B.B. team wrote, it must be incredibly hard and difficult for you to battle this thing alone. Communicating via this method is a great thing that has happened and allows people to vent and let go with their feelings; to know that you're doing this to like-minded people who only have the utmost care, love and support that we'd love to give out. I know it's all via words, but we really do care for everyone who comes on here. Please Rebekah, keep trying hard, keep trying to do the best for yourself and know that you've got so much love and support on this site for you; Cheers, Neil

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Originally posted by: rebekah on 24 March 2013

hey im trying my best im sick of timetables i just want to sleep for a while. just s**t for my ex lachlan and that.i do because thats like my weekly trip out of school work and my chance to socialise and the only sport i do.i cant do what i like im always forced to go out to lunch and do 900 assigments that are due monday.im just like giving up becasue of too tired to care any more and back to be so fu**en depressed its not funny.yeah thats how i feel.im trying to stop self harming but i have got like confidence and the that to do it

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Originally posted by: geoff on 25 March 2013

dear Rebekah, you seem to be good for a couple of weeks but then you fall back, luv can you try and extend this time just a little bit each week. We all feel for you so much because we care. Love Geoff. x

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Originally posted by: Rebekah on 25 March 2013

im trying but its hard i just have this thingnow where i think the thunder is after me and is going to kill me and i belive its in my head

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Originally posted by: rebekah on 2 April 2013

I feel like im getting better but after getting my report today I dont think im coping I almost had a panic attack when I rread that my english teacher want to have a parent teacher interview

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Idk any more its like it just happends nothing really up sets me but lifes life.my friend  might be getting kicked out of school for self harming and that really annoys me but its life

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You don't have to be so passive and accepting of the decisions of others, all the time 😛 .  You could start a petition against your friend getting kicked out.

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I will get kicked out if they find out about my self harming too. i cant like protention I jot the gest behavied in engilsh im in my english teachers bad book with my friend so why bother. my other friend took my blades she gave them back but im going give to her to hide to keep me safer.

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😐

Don't trade razor blades with people!  You'll spread disease!

You should throw those in the bin, wrapped in some cotton wool or something so the bin person and homeless people going through the bins don't get cut.

Petitioning is a completely peaceful form of opposition!  You can't possibly get in trouble for starting a petition!

I don't understand the rest of what you're trying to say.  Can you please proofread a bit more before submitting your replies??