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My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...
Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.
Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.
I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.
I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.
At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.
Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody 😁😁
Animals and music are my passions.
Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***
velvz.
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Details please
you can't just drop that on us with no details
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No details to give .
Lol
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Sorry was at gym and busy....
just talked about what we both ultimately want in a relationship.... seems we want the same thing.
I knew he wanted it ultimately because every time I joked about marrying a Nordic farmer .... his arms would fold lol!!! zbahahhaaahha.
it won't happen anytime soon though.
v.
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Hey Velvet,
That's good right ? You both wanting the same thing . I guess communication is the key here Velvet, make sure any delays are for the right reasons- life's too short to sweat the small stuff.
Lots of hugs coming your way.
Stressless
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Communication isn't his strong point 😂
He made me the coolest gift. He has a 3D printer.... so he designed and made a little jewellery box, one of a kind for me. It's got skulls around the box and on top it has a raven skull handle.
Quite possibly the coolest thing ever given to me.
V.
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Hey Velvz,
youre own thread, good for you. I will catch up on it properlay but in the meantime know I am here for you. I'm a big fan of yours.
cmf x
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Thanks CMF.... likewise 🙂🙂🙂
V.
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Hey Velvet,
Some people communicate with words. Others with actions like gifts !! You guys really seem to be on the same page- maybe you just need to read it together more
Cheers
Stressless
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Oh you are so right Stressless. You really are. Thank you.
I think I've been in bipolar depression last couple months which has been frying my brain hey. I told him that.
I started a diary today so if I get upset over something little and dumb, I can go back to remind myself of the good things. I'm trying to trick my own brains 😋😋😋
I just put the jewellery he gave me into the box.
Yeh. I'm daft lolZ
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No not daft at all
Sweet and kind all the things a girl who likes skulls probably cringes at but sorry that's what I see.
Hugs
SL