I always do things ass about

[velvetfaerie]

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody 😁😁

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

[velvetfaerie]

Attention seeking. No one gives him the time of day. I doted on him. He is trying to pull my strings.

NO. Seriously get a life. Oh wait no you can't because your ex still has your "parts" in her PURSE!

Thanks guys. I feel a bit ranty LOL.

**hugs**

[CMF]

Rant away. I hear you.

[monkey_magic]

You're funny,

Thanks for the laughs:) well said.

[velvetfaerie]

He is depressed. OR trying to lure me in again.

Either way I carry a bigger stick this time.

Yeh she has them in her purse, never to be allowed out.

He has tried to wind me up with bait the last 2 days. But no. LOL. I offered you my love, my heart and soul but I still was not worth rocking the boat for. Coward !

**stuffs choccy in face**

[velvetfaerie]

Work finishes midday on the 22nd.

We go back on January 4th.

No get away planned but I might find an excuse to hit the open road. I like that kind of stuff.

Tell me about you Blue !

V.

[velvetfaerie]

Bbbbbbbeeeerrr.... mmmmm.

I have a few friends who want me to go visit them and they are out of the city.

**ponders***

[CMF]

Blue Two you remind me so much of our friend Dory who is no longer on the forums. She Was a good friend to us, you would have loved her too.

Take the trip Velvet, the break will do you good.

[velvetfaerie]

Dory was a blue fish.

Blue, TWO, second round.

HEY !!!

[velvetfaerie]

**grins**

See? I am smat.

😄

[CMF]

was thinking the same...Blue TWO...

Hmmmmm.......