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Everything is so hard
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I was am a student tafe.
I put all assignments in.
I completed all work.
i had problems with one assignment whick shook me.
Mental health assignment .
I cried itried i tried to tell the teacher it was to close to my own life story.
She dosent like me so shrugged my attempt off.
I failed my test in the last week.
18mnths for nothing.
They dont care that im torn apart.
4 wrong on acute means to bad to sad.
I tried so very hard.pateints loved me.
Teachers not.
My first test was 1 week after abdominal surgery my sevond the same week that i learnt my son was needing a op to save his sight.his 8.with aspergus.
I tried so veryhard.i studied till 2 am most nights because i couldnt when kids were awake.
All day its tantrums.all night its study.
I have always suffered from depression and ptsd.
I sucked it up took the bull by the horns and did my best.
I alwayfail.idont belong.
It sucks.im tied im defeated.im so alone.
I hate life peole are mean.
No im not in danger im simply done.
Why are people so mean.why do they lie and alienate.why dont i be long.
My teacher simply felt i shouldnt pass.
What is that.
Just because i make a complaint they make my life hell.
My life is already full of stress i didnt need them to add to it.
Im shattered.
Ive creid for 4 weeks now.the skin around my eyes is starting to blister.
Why are eople so cruel.
My son cant play with other children.
He has to stay 1 meter away from all kids at school.
Seriously why dont people realise the pooain they give to others.
Im sohurt.so very sad.
I want to give up but i cabt because of the kids.
Im sostied.i dont likwe this world its mean and nasty.is
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Hi Karen
Just dropping by to try & catch up with you.
Hope you are okay, Lyn.
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Hope you're getting better Kaz, pyhsically & mentally beating it all.
Remember you're not alone anymore
We care about you
Be ok hun xx
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Hi Karen, Demon & others
I was thinking of you earlier today Karen. Day dreaming you are safely tucked away in hospital with caring professional support. And that you are feeling better - & happier - more each day.
I hope my vision is coming true.
Thinking of you, Lyn.
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Ditto to what Nanna said girl, hoping you're getting the help you need & things are on the improve.
Thinking about you 🙂
Hope it's sunny where you are, makes it all feel a bit better aye
See ya when you're able to darl
Hope you're ok sweety ((( )))
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Kaz thoughts darl
Just checkin in
Hoping you're starting to come out the other side sweety girl
Believe in yourself darlin, we do xx
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Hi Karen
You're still very much in my thoughts
Fondly, Lyn.
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just checkin in
Really hoping things are looking better for you darl, I imagine they've gotten on top of your physical health by now & hoping there's some light starting to break through in your life.
Thoughts & care sweetheart xx
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I'll continue to see if you've posted & know you're in my thoughts and we do care about how you're going.
It makes sense & fair to other threads not to keep bumping while you're away.
Cya on your return sweet 🙂
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Hi Karen
How are you? I didn't realise I was doing the wrong thing writing most days. I was trying to be supportive.
I don't really understand the reason why it's wrong but I'll toe the line & stop posting too. Please don't think it's lack of care.
I'd love to hear how you're going when you're up to it. But no pressure.
I'll still be thinking of you & wishing you well, Lyn.