Hello Deebi, Peppy and Everyone...
Thank you for really well timed beautiful post. When I first read it when I got home yesterday I 😥 because I felt so over everything especially with me and with my mh team..I have read it a few times today because I can feel your love and carevthrough the screen...☺️😚..
I’m sure my psychologist is playing around inside my head..I think they all are..My Psychiatrist and mhn said that they were going to set me up. New mental health care plans in the bigger town, and will email my psychologist to voice his dissatisfaction with her treatment of me....
I had a mhn appointment in the morning, then my gp around lunch..but at around 9am...The medical centre receptionist rang and said I had an appointment at 5 pm with my psychologist..I told her I never had made an appointment, she said I did...but I know I didn’t because of the late hour, my road conditions (atrocious) and the danger of kangaroos and the fact that it would be dark when I got home....They didn’t believe me...I wasn’t going to go to the appointment, but stupid my brain kept thinking all afternoon of her sitting there waiting for me and Guilt was eating at me all day, so I went...
I thought I would speak up for myself and tell her I never made the appointment, I told her I didn’t make it, she said she knows nothing about it, because reception makes her appointments now because of the medical centres new rules, she is not allowed to make her own.so I must have made it....anyhow your here now so I want to talk about your not leaving your house, fear of doing so and zero motivation.....we did...(later Deebi)...Then before I left she said she will make an appointment with me for every two weeks, which she did....She said earlier she wasn’t allowed to make her own appointments any more...She is playing with my head... and now my heads playing up with me...
I told my gp like my psychiatrist told me to..for her to set me up with new psyc,with a new mhcp in bigger town, my gp said you have an appointment with your psych this arvo, see her first and we will decide next visit to my gp if I want to change psych’s...my mind is mush...my psychiatrist says one thing, my gp says another, My psychologist lies and put the blame on me..I’m to pathically afraid to say anything to defend myself.....I’m just so mixed up... Who do I listen to?
Grandy....
