Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[demonblaster]

Hey Grandy and everyone 🙂 

Dagh cant get emojis working on this. 

Huns I read this yesterday and tried today to post but several distractions.

I'll be back hoping tomoz lovey 💓 

Hope you're getting some quality sleep geez it makes a big difference to our well both really aye our mh and physical too.

Always much love and care and many thoughts lovely one.

See u soon honey. Its weird not tapping the smiley's lol. Probs a dew that are happy bout that lol

Cya soon huns Tc 🙂 😘 9h cool there's a couple.