Alone..Depressed..Sad..

Ggrand
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Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..
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Hey Grandy and everyone 🙂 

 

Dagh cant get emojis working on this. 

 

Huns I read this yesterday and tried today to post but several distractions.

 

I'll be back hoping tomoz lovey 💓 

 

Hope you're getting some quality sleep geez it makes a big difference to our well both really aye our mh and physical too.

 

Always much love and care and many thoughts lovely one.

 

See u soon honey. Its weird not tapping the smiley's lol. Probs a dew that are happy bout that lol

 

Cya soon huns Tc 🙂 😘 9h cool there's a couple.

 

 

Grandy in case it turns up which I doubt very much the post I’ve been working on for ages has not only not authenticated but disappeared 😖

 

I know what I want to say AGAIN!!! so will be back grrrr. 

Love and thoughts as always beautiful one ☝️ 

Hello Grandy,

 

There are problems with BB forums notifications which is probably why you are not getting emails.  The notifications page is also not being updated when someone posts so for now we will have to check each thread that we are following individually to see if someone has posted.  The only part that is working is if someone clicks on the support button, that is showing up on the notifications page.  It is frustrating, but Mod Support are working on it.  I know I keep missing seeing posts.

 

Lass if the anti inflammation meds helped even just a little bit, I think it would be worthwhile having a chat to your GP to ask if you can continue taking them, at least until you see your specialist in February.  It is definitely worth trying & hopefully you could see your GP before Xmas & the hotter weather which is tiring in itself.  

 

I hope you are managing to spend some time on your verandah watching nature.  I have been watching the visitors to my bird bath which has been very popular with the hotter days.  

 

big 🐻 hugs

Paws

Hiya darlin 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 Pawsy 🐾 Eagle 🦅 and all

 

Good Pawsy knew about the emails. ? why my post didn’t go through re the authentication & didn’t auto save. I’m sure as soon as po that’ll be sorted.

 

It’s hard when people don’t understand our physical or mental problems it can make us feel alone trying to get through. Frustrating too. For many if they’ve experienced similar it’s easier to relate. I know you love her darls and she’d know too.

 

Yikes the side affects from it being slowed down huns.

I guess Feb can’t come quick enough to know more about this Grandy love. Yes the more you know may be slightly easier on the boys.

 

It’s the pits being so tired. Hopefully they may be able to help with energy somehow. Sleeping helps but ugh feeling the need for it all the time. Oh darlin 🤗


As Pawsy mentioned as I too had in the cyber post it’d definitely be good to let them know how much better your energy was after the anti inflams. They’d know what dosages you can safely have.

 

Your consideration for others about not being sad is touching. Darlin can’t not 😢. Like/lovng someone hurts when they’re not travelling well. Emotions are so powerful. Maybe adjustment happens when we’ve worked through them that sounds like you have.


Huns may I ask why you don’t want pity? I feel it’s a large part of support caring and trying to understand.

 

Ok my sweet rest up darling 🤗
Love you very much hun Always 💭💗🦋🌈🤝🍫🍓😇👀