Dear Grandy
I know you feel broken right now sweetheart and perhaps as though there is no way out of where you find yourself currently. I realise you are in a dark, lonely and frightening place right now.
I so desperately wish it were different. I so wish I could wind back the clock and take away all the trauma you've endured throughout your life. But you know what? I cannot do that ... nobody can. All we can do is to change direction now, to ensure our future is better than our past. This can be done Grandy.
Lets start with the 'broken' bit. Okay, so you feel broken. Little wonder Grandy, with all that you've been through, and the unfortunate lack of proper support you've had over the years.
Broken can be repaired Grandy. Think of a beautiful mosaic. Made from many broken pieces. But lovingly pieced together again to create a truly beautiful new 'whole'. A mosaic is not only beautiful Grandy, it is also much stronger than the original. Much more resilient and able to withstand the rigors of whatever comes its way.
Think of yourself as the broken pieces now Grandy. Gather them up and put yourself back together again to create a mosaic. You will be stronger, more confident, happier. You will shine brightly, just as all your many admirers here already see you. You will finally start to see yourself as we all do.
Grandy dont be afraid to walk out your door. Your neighbour was wrong, not you. Its also highly likely she had good intentions of trying to help you (re the key and doggies). Her method and manner was unfortunate however. Do you think you could give her the benefit of the doubt? Even if its only so your poor doggies can go ouside.
Okay so I am delivering you a ladder and a torch to help you emerge from the dark place you're in. Reach for the stars Grandy, seek the light we know is still there, still within our reach. And I will be here reaching out to you.
Amanda 💕💫
