Alone..Depressed..Sad..

Ggrand
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Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..
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Hi Grandy 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 and everyone 💗

 

Just popping in for a quick cuppa 🍫 oh oh must have dropped that lil surprise. Here darlin just made us a nice Frappe awe yummo for the salted caramel ones. If memory serves you like the coffee one. Great on a hot day aren’t they. 

So here’s hoping you’re in recovery from the shingles precious? I think it can vary how long it lasts. Cruel I’ve heard. pfftt. 

Always 💭 darlin and assuming hopefully wrong though that everything going on would be giving your mh a strong dive South. These hugs are extremely gentle with much love care and support Grandy darl and being virtual should also allow pain free connection 🤗🤗🤗 These last a few hrs each so you’ll be comforted for ages. 

I imagine it’s getting pretty ick steamy in your neck of the woods by now. We had a few days a bit cooler but it’s warming up. Can’t stand the heat but at least it’s only for a few mths. Crikey some parts of Oz have high temps all year round. No thanks. 

Ok lovely we’re going to shop soon then squeeze a walk in sometime. Tricky walking later when it’s cooled down the energy and motivations not strong but makes sense to avoid the higher UV rays and with luck a coolish breeze. 

Was just thinking about y/our gum tree at yours. I imagine that continues to give you pleasure. We have patches here where there’s a few they’re beautiful so strong and each one has something different to soak into the memory. 

With some luck your poor bods giving you less pain now being free from the heavy lifting. 

Hope today’s a good one Grandy & for readers. And that you’re getting at least some better sleeping. So hard with pain isn’t it. 

C u later dear friend. Sending much love via Deendy 🐉 mail 
YADIMH 💗👀💫👜😇