Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[Ggrand]

Hello Lee lee,

Thank you for your calming thoughts...

I am thinking the new meds are causing the Night problems...

Thank you for thinking of me..?..dear friend....lovely Lee..

Deebi, I hope your okay...Thinking of you also, Deebi, love you ...

Love and hugs...thank you everyone..your all amazing...

Grandy..

[Lee lee 73]

Hi Grandy,

Yes - that would do it. I know how hard it is not to, but if you haven't already - eat something - even if it is toast.

Love you lovely ❤💜😚

[Lee lee 73]

.. .p.s..... you're amazing ⚘🌹🌻🐕❤.

Sending you big hugs 🤗🤗🤗

[Peppermintbach]

Hi wonderful Grandy (and all),

I agree with Lee lee that you’re truly precious and special 🙂

I am just sitting with you quietly to offer some gentle company but not making too much noise as I don’t want to disturb you. I know you need to rest...

It sounds like things have been very rough again. But I’m glad you’re at least reunited with your precious fur babies...

Sending warmth and love,

Peppy xoxo

[Lee lee 73]

Hello lovely Grandy,

Just popping in to ask How are you today? What are you thinking and feeling? Let us know if and only when you feel up to it.

Hope the sun is shining on you ...and your doggies 🤗❤💜🐤🐥.

Take care lovely lady 😚.

Lee

[Ggrand]

Hello Deebi, Lee, Peppy,

Youre making me blush..☺️, with your kind words...

Peppy.....Thank you very much for sitting quietly with me today, by sitting with me, it takes some of the loneliness away from me..Your such a beautiful gentle person Peppy, thank you for being with me today...💙.

Lee.....Thank you for hoping that my day will bring the sun shining on me...The sun is shining outside today, and it did shine on me for a while this morning..🙂..I'm doing fine thank you so much for asking.

My two little doggies are playing on the loungeroom rug, I'm just sitting watching them..They are helping me today with their funny antics...They are my reasons, I love them lot.....

Love and hugs, to everyone..💜🤗...goes deep Deebi.🦄💜..

Grandy....

[demonblaster]

Ditto 💜 my darling. Hi all 👋

So glad you have your fur babies and they're a reason and us too? Hoping ☺😚

Hoping it's being a bit easier on you lovey and that the new meds are starting to have some positive affect on you.

Often you're in my thoughts beautiful friend.

Thanks again so much for being there for me and as you always do shedding light. My turn for you when I come back 🤗😚

Please look after yourself dear friend and if you pwoomise I will too

Taking good care of your 💼😄 contents

Love you biggly sweety 💜🌹🌜💑🌛🕊

🍰

[Ggrand]

Hello Deebi, and all,

Of course Deebi, your a main reason, because you are my dearest and beautiful caring friend and I love you dearly and want to be here for you...Everyone one of you lovely people here are a reason.. truth..

IYour in my thoughts daily daily Deebi...

Youre doing it really hard Lovely lady. I'll stay at yours tonight and look after you...apprentice nurse 👩‍⚕️ Grandy is 🚜 on her way..oh look what I found in my 💼....I can wear it as I quickly zoooom around your place...oh yeah. Look ⛑.cool aye...

I pwoomise Deebi.. So that makes a promise from you as well to look after yourself....🤗🤗🤗🌹🌹..so happy you said you would...

Love and hugs...💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗,

Grandy...xxxx 🕊🕊..

[Lee lee 73]

You ladies are making me smile 😆🤗🙆

[demonblaster]

😀cool love you to stay over. I wrote another post earlier but its not 🛬 yet. 😆 🚜 oh that gets me every time, seen you offering more tours in the cafe 😅 just like your 💼 you crack me up lady.

Where'd you find ⛑, what a clever girl. Funny they dont have a nurse or maybe they do.

Ok so those umpteen choccy biscuits were naughty? I'm going to get good again and get this off and more. Going to brother/sil again for Xmas btw while I think of it.

You are so dear to me too precious lady. Sowwy 😶 you 🤗

I'm going to look after you beautifuls when I'm back on my feet properly.

Ok Grandy that's a mutual pwoomise ☺😚

Much love dear loving friend

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