Hi everyone, I'm back.

Guest_4643
Community Member
Hi everyone, mb20lover here. I wasn't sure where to post this.

It's been a while since I was on the forums, so I just wanted to make a post saying that I'm back. However, I'll try my best to limit my time, comments, etc on here.

I won't bother tagging anyone, and I'll try to keep this as my only open thread that I have created.

I've missed everyone I've spoken to on here, and I hope to talk to some new people. I have been using my offline supports - my Psychiatrist, GP, Parent support of course, and a Social Worker. I'm in the process of finding a Psychologist but I'm having no luck.

Anyway, I just wanted to pop in and say hello, and also I hope I haven't upset anyone on the forums or anything like that because nothing was intentional, so I deeply apologise.

An update on me, I recently turned 21, can't do much with COVID though, it's a hard year for everyone unfortunately.

I also have a milestone, an achievement, I've been seeing my Psychiatrist for a year which is the longest I've stayed with a therapist. And I also finally have a GP I feel comfortable with. I'm on different meds that seem to be working a little but I still of course have my moments, but these meds I've been on the longest for out of any of the ones I've tried.

Other than that, please don't feel pressured to comment anyone, although it would be nice to connect with some people, old or new, but like I said that's okay. I just wanted to check in.

If you've read this and made it this far, thank you. Stay safe and take care everyone, as much as possible with the unfortunate COVID circumstances.

Thinking of all the Beyond Blue Mods & Users. I've missed everyone.

- mb20lover.
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Matchy69
Blue Voices Member

We all care about you on here.I wish I had a magical answer for you.Please don't give up.Keep trying and I know how hard it is for you.Your special and worth something.

Take care,

Mark.

Thanks Mark but I do give up, I have nowhere else to look for a therapist. I've tried everything.

Matchy69
Blue Voices Member
You have always got us on here.

Guest_1643
Blue Voices Member

hi Tayla, it doesn't sound possible really or fair for you to hvae to find a therapist - you're only 21. Maybe take a break from it for a while because it seems to just be stressing you out and it doesn't seem your fault at all.

I've tried to take a break Sleepy but everytime I see my GP or Psychiatrist, & I mean EVERY TIME, they're always on my back about it. I constantly repeat myself and try to explain to them. They don't seem to get it. I told them it's stressing me out.

Thanks Mark, same to all of you.

Is anyone here?

Matchy69
Blue Voices Member
Hi Tayla

I’m here and I had a psych appointment today which during it she had me do this test thing & now clinical depression has been thrown in the ring.

Hey Mark.

I'm really depressed right now.

Hey mochadelight. I'm sorry to hear that

Matchy69
Blue Voices Member
Hi Tayla I could tell you were really down from you msgs.Is their anything in particular that is making you depressed?