Hi everyone, I'm back.

Guest_4643
Community Member
Hi everyone, mb20lover here. I wasn't sure where to post this.

It's been a while since I was on the forums, so I just wanted to make a post saying that I'm back. However, I'll try my best to limit my time, comments, etc on here.

I won't bother tagging anyone, and I'll try to keep this as my only open thread that I have created.

I've missed everyone I've spoken to on here, and I hope to talk to some new people. I have been using my offline supports - my Psychiatrist, GP, Parent support of course, and a Social Worker. I'm in the process of finding a Psychologist but I'm having no luck.

Anyway, I just wanted to pop in and say hello, and also I hope I haven't upset anyone on the forums or anything like that because nothing was intentional, so I deeply apologise.

An update on me, I recently turned 21, can't do much with COVID though, it's a hard year for everyone unfortunately.

I also have a milestone, an achievement, I've been seeing my Psychiatrist for a year which is the longest I've stayed with a therapist. And I also finally have a GP I feel comfortable with. I'm on different meds that seem to be working a little but I still of course have my moments, but these meds I've been on the longest for out of any of the ones I've tried.

Other than that, please don't feel pressured to comment anyone, although it would be nice to connect with some people, old or new, but like I said that's okay. I just wanted to check in.

If you've read this and made it this far, thank you. Stay safe and take care everyone, as much as possible with the unfortunate COVID circumstances.

Thinking of all the Beyond Blue Mods & Users. I've missed everyone.

- mb20lover.
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PsychedelicFur
Community Member

Hello there mb20lover,

it was lovely to speak to you for a little while last night.

I cannot really offers much advice. All I can say is you seem like such a genuine, gentle and caring soul. Also your feelings are definitely valid.

up for a chat whenever,

PsychedelicFur.

Thank you Amber and PF, I appreciate the kind words. Means a lot. You're both very kind too.

Guest_4643
Community Member
Still really anxious about Monday though

Guest_4643
Community Member
Anybody here to chat?

Ggrand
Community Champion

Hello Dear Tayla...

Im around sweetheart...if you feel to talk...just going to put the jug on for a cuppa tea...

What’s your favourite hot beverage..

Hello Grandy.

I like hot chocolate, Milo (hot and cold) and coffee. You?

Ggrand
Community Champion

I have discovered tea..and enjoy drinking it...maybe I have to much of it.....,yes I know it’s been around for a long time...but never allowed in my house...Now I’m making up for list time..

Im sitting on my veranda right now...The stars are amazing out here...central west NSW..(rural area)....Always on the look out for a shooting star...have only seen a couple..The moon is big and bright..

How are you doing?

Matchy69
Blue Voices Member
Hi Tayla I can understand your anxiety mine was so bad on Friday waiting to see the specialist felt like I was going to vomit.I got a script for some medication and the list of side effects is scaring me so I haven't taken them yet as I have the kids at the moment.
I am sure everything will be fine Monday for you.
Take care,
Mark.

Hey Grandy and Mark.

Sorry to hear that Mark. My meds are ok so far except they make me really drowsy after I've slept throughout the night and into the next day, don't make me drowsy when I take them though. And I got some headaches but they went away with some medication for it. I vomited last night but I think that was from my period or lunch.

I see my Psychiatrist tomorrow then my GP also so I'll let them know. Hopefully my Psychiatrist isn't mad about what I told him.

Guest_4643
Community Member
Barely any people have been on this thread lately compared to usual?