I love my husband Im not in love with him, what do I do?
It sounds like your husband has lost sight of what is most important; his family.
The irony is, all of his hard work will amount to nothing if you guys end up divorced. He will lose the two most important things in his life; you and the farm. I'm guessing that is something he has not fully considered.
I hope you can find a solution!
Hey I know what that feels like, desiring some attention. And not getting any from a man that is supposed to love you. It can hurt a lot. Properly more so if you have a history of rejection.
Hey why can't you both just have one day off a week like it was when you went on holidays. Just one special day that marriage and family fun and doing stuff together came first.
You said you were doing okay financially. So have you considered just hiring someone for one day to your hubby's work and stuff.