I have made a huge mistake well I think I have I moved in with my boyfriend last year when I was 16 because my family were driving me mental and I would have screwed up life if I stayed with them because my mum is a psychopath and my father is a narcist. oh my whole family lives in QLD and my boyfriend in SA.
well I thought I was doing the right thing moving in with my boyfriend but last year I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression and then went to a phycologist apparently from what I told her I've had mental problems for long time. I had finally dealt with them all but when I thought I was done I realised that there was something still heavy on my shoulders then I realised it I was looking after boyfriend by buying him everything he asked and feeding him and then taking the beat every time I just annoyed him, i've experienced abuse when he is angry. and when he doesn't get what he wants he sulks and starts calling me harsh names and if I tell him off or ask him to stop he calls me snowflake
I'm now stressing about whether I want to graduate year 12 here in SA and go to the graduation I always dreamed of or quit and go back to QLD now and do the equal to year 12 in TAFE because I just cant bare the stress I just want to be happy I couldn't sleep the other night because the voices in my head just kept shouting for my attention I tried to silence them by staying stop but it didn't work I sat in bed for 3 hours before I finally fell asleep I don't know what to do I don't have time or money to go see the doctor or a new physiologist my old one was done through my old school. I'm trying to get a job but that's so hard when you hardly know anywhere and when you don't have a license I'm drowning and I don't know what to do and honestly I'm sick of not being able to keep my head above water. I'm preparing for the worse but I don't even know what the worst is anymore I'm lost
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