When buttons get pushed

[Speak Your Truth]

Can anyone help ? My buttons have been pushed to the point of bringing on severe anxiety. Does anyone think this is curable ? I am desperate to feel relaxed and at peace again and to be able to enjoy my life. I don’t know how to cope

[Birdy77]

Dear Cala (love to Grandy and Pepper),

Sorry you didn't get pied piping, I know you like it and it's good for you ... but it's ok to take time off when you need to. I hope you kept snuggled up and warm.

You're right, I've been busy this week and haven't posted so much this week ... I've been caring for another sick chicken, the poor little darling, medicating her 4 times a day. She is muuuuch better, she had egg issues, but it's such a relief when you wake up the next morning and there's a happy hen where yesterday there was a forlorn feathered friend.

I am so sorry to hear you're not feeling too crash hot MH wise ... i can understand nit wanting to talk much when you're feeling like that, i am the same.

Please give yourself plenty of patience and gentleness around this Cala ... it's an up and down thing, and can be so frustrating and disheartening. Just when you think you're climbing your way out of it ... you're way back down in the hole. You're in good company in that hole ... let's have a party down there.

Hugs and love to you all,

🌻birdy

[Birdy77]

Oh and the doggy jumper anecdote was so random, I didn't make sense, but my point was, how dare he insult my fur-boys' intelligence by asserting they don't read English. My babies would not be caught parading around in a t-shirt that says "meeow". Just to clarify ...

[Ggrand]

Hello Cala.. 🙋 and love Birdy and Peppy,

Thank you very much for you hugs and kisses, they always are something I consider extremely special when I'm given some...

Im sorry your not well hun with your mh..Please be okay Cala..

Its okay if you stay in bed, especially when it's so cold, But I'm sorry that you didn't get to be pied piper with the little children....I know you enjoy reading and helping the children, as I'm sure they would have missed you a lot...

Im giving you a gentle reminder, my dear lovely friend to care for yourself the best you can, and as Birdy has said it's definitely an up and down thing..more down then up, but when the ups come embrace it with everything you have...You're such a sweet,kind,caring and beautiful person Cala..I always here it in your words...and you/all of us so much deserve peace.

Birdy..I'm sorry to hear about your sick chicken, but happy chicken is improving..your certainly a great chicken whisperer and chicken medic...way to go ...

The lady next door has around 15 chickens, 3 roosters, and 8 ducks...she has been away for a couple of months, I notice someone coming in every 2nd checking on them..I hope you are doing okay..

Peppy....Hello sweetheart, I also hope your doing okay..how about we all have some strawberries 🍓 and 🍫 chocolate for breakfast.....😂🤣😊..just this one time..😇..

I know also your loneliness is like mine at times so I'm sending you Huggly huggle hugs, A Lavender scented soft cuddly Huggly hug...to enjoy..Huggly's hugs never run out while you need them....I hope tomorrow that you will be better then today, with some beautiful sunshine shining through to your gentle soul..🕊

Much love and heaps of hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗..

Grandy...👼🕊..

[Ggrand]

Hello again everyone,,

Huggly hugs is for everyone...my mind is not working and I meant to write all your names in the last paragraph..sorry so bad I am....

[Speak Your Truth]

Nooooo Grandy, you are not bad - at all. It’s ok, please don’t be concerned about things like that ❤️❤️❤️

in my last post I said “I have days/times when I feel quite good and then wham! I’m down again” - well it’s happened again. For a while yesterday I did feel quite good - today I feel like I’ve been run over by a truck. All because I over-estimated what I could cope with in one day, and also I might have got myself a red light camera ticket (or two !!!) Damn damn damn and a whole lot of other things 😤😫😰

[Speak Your Truth]

I posted earlier and it hasn’t landed yet. I think I know why.

Grandy I said Nooooo you are not bad, not at all, and you really don’t need to be concerned about that ❤️❤️❤️

I have been sooo stressed out today. I feel dreadful .......

[Ggrand]

Hello Cala,

Awwwwe sweetheart I'm so sorry..Do you want to talk about it? only if you want...

Im sitting here with you, here's a bunch of some Lavender and mint....I wish they were real..🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘..

Grandy..

[Speak Your Truth]

Hi Grandy, are you still there ?

Grandy you are sooo lovely. From the little I know of you you’ve had a hell of a life and I’m so so so sad and sorry about that for you. My life hasn’t been anything like yours, although it has been difficult in many ways. I know I shouldn’t but I can’t help comparing our situations and thinking I’m being such a sook and a woos. You really are a very strong woman Grandy to pull yourself through your life and still be so lovely and caring and kind and thoughtful. You are so many good things Grandy. I wish you could accept and believe what a wonderful, special person you are. ❤️❤️❤️

Youve been having a really tough time lately and here you are offering support and comfort to me - I am truely humbled and grateful for that Grandy. Thank you so much.

Basically my day has been stressful because, on top of everything else, I tried to do too much today and I messed up - I think I might have earned myself a speeding ticket (or two) and perhaps a red light ticket too. So stupid of me to set myself up for the stress and perhaps a big hit to my finances as well.

Thats the short story Grandy. I’m sick of me and my stress, anxiety, depression. I know so well how you understand that feeling too.

There’s so much more I could say, would like to say, but I’m so tired and drained that I’ve got nothing left for now.

You are loved Grandy. Thank you again, Cala

[Ggrand]

Hello Dear Cala,

Im sorry that I wasn't here when you wanted to talk..Geez I I ask you if you want to talk and then I'm not here you.. I am really sorry.😥..

Cala sweetheart, it's not good to compare lives with anyone..it only leads to some unwanted emotions some like envy, jealousy, anger, which is not good, then on the other side, sadness, sorrow, guilt...etc..so if you can please try not to compare your life with anyone..❤️🕊🌹 you have had it hard as well Cala if been following your journey, and I'm so very proud to have gotten to know you and... just knowing your here is ...well.. gives me warm feeling....

I am trying to accept my life and what I've been through, but I cannot talk or even think back on it without a flood of tears 😭..I try not to, but sometimes something will trigger me and I'm back there living through it again..okay I have to move on...

Cala.. Im sorry about your maybe but hopefully not speeding tickets and red light ticket. Cala when your stressed out...slow down..ground yourself...then calm down.... I have a few grounding boxes /packages I have with me at all times when I'm out at work or shops.even at the Drs because we never know when we need them, and they really do work...at least to calm us enough to slow down a little...

Cala, please sweetheart try to never drive your car when your stressing out, its to dangerous for yourself in case you go into a full blown panick attack..I'm only saying this out of my love and care for you..💜🤗..It happened to me twice and it's really scarey especially if there's no where to pull over...Please take good care of you Cala your very special to me and I'm sure others here in this beautiful community family....

I really hope you have a good sleep tonight..I'll send some pixies over to yours so they can run around your bed tonight while your asleep and shine some light into your already beautiful soul...

Love and hugs 💜🤗. To you also special little Birdy...💜🤗..

Hood nights ..

Grandy..

[Speak Your Truth]

you are sooo lovely Grandy 🤗🤗🤗🤗😘😘😘😘