I always do things ass about

velvetfaerie
Community Member

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody 😁😁

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

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CMF
Blue Voices Member

hehehe, drink 4-5 glasses of coconut water. Apparently regular consumption of coconut water prevents hangovers.

Good for him. Maybe that jerk assaulting him was a wake up call.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

SO does realising I can’t party like I used too 😆

Yeh lots of wake up calls.

Hes also feeling a bit bleh today too hehe AND it’s a hot day.. makes it worse

CMF
Blue Voices Member
So YOU'RE the one who took our good weather. We've had rain all afternoon and it's cold 🌨

velvetfaerie
Community Member

HAAHHAHAHA!

***swiftly hides***

CMF
Blue Voices Member
You better hide, Kanga might be after you too.

CMF
Blue Voices Member
You better hide, Kanga might be after you too.

velvetfaerie
Community Member
Uhoh 😱😱😱

CMF
Blue Voices Member
Sun is trying to peek through. You may be safe.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

Not here now it isn't LOL.

Today I have rage.

V.

CMF
Blue Voices Member
Rage??? Evetything ok?