I always do things ass about

velvetfaerie
Community Member

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

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CMF
Blue Voices Member

hehehe, drink 4-5 glasses of coconut water. Apparently regular consumption of coconut water prevents hangovers.

Good for him. Maybe that jerk assaulting him was a wake up call.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

SO does realising I canโ€™t party like I used too ๐Ÿ˜†

Yeh lots of wake up calls.

Hes also feeling a bit bleh today too hehe AND itโ€™s a hot day.. makes it worse

CMF
Blue Voices Member
So YOU'RE the one who took our good weather. We've had rain all afternoon and it's cold ๐ŸŒจ

velvetfaerie
Community Member

HAAHHAHAHA!

***swiftly hides***

CMF
Blue Voices Member
You better hide, Kanga might be after you too.

CMF
Blue Voices Member
You better hide, Kanga might be after you too.

velvetfaerie
Community Member
Uhoh ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑ

CMF
Blue Voices Member
Sun is trying to peek through. You may be safe.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

Not here now it isn't LOL.

Today I have rage.

V.

CMF
Blue Voices Member
Rage??? Evetything ok?