how do i stop crying

[Matchy69]

I feel so alone,i dont have many friends or anyone who wants to know what i am going through.I just find my self just breaking down and crying.I just want some one to listen and not to judge me.

[Matchy69]

Thanks Grandy for your kind words.You are always a very supportive and caring person on these forums.

[Mum52]

Hi Matchy sorry I haven’t been around for awhile. Maybe you have had your operation by now. If so I hope everything has gone well. Hopefully your health will start to pick up after your operation. We haven’t had much rain for quite awhile now. I’m not planting anything now until next summer . I really missed  my homegrown salad veges this year. Shop bought ones really don’t taste the same. I hope the private hospital goes well. Please take care when you get home after your operation. Mum52

[Matchy69]

Hi Mum52 it's great to hear from you again.Yes I have had the surgery that went ok and the surgeon rung me yesterday to see how I was and say all was good.

I have some sad news today I lost my beloved cat and have been crying most of the day.I am going to miss her so much.She was a starving stray I adopted when I first moved in here.She was at the back-door wanting food.So I will be at a lost for awhile without her.

[Mum52]

Hi Matchy I’m glad things seemed to go well with your operation. How sad that you lost your cat. She must have been very special to you. I’m sure you made her life very happy too.She was lucky to find someone who was so kind to her. Sometimes these little animals come into our lives for a reason Maybe when you feel able to you may get another rescue cat although I know you probably aren’t ready to replace your special little cat yet. I’m not sure if it will help but try to remember you gave that poor little cat a good life Keep taking care of yourself and recovering well.Mum 52

[Matchy69]

Sorry I haven't been on for awhile.A terrible family tragedy has happen and I can't say what it is.I haven't been sleeping and feel so mentally exhausted.This has really effected the family in a big way and has changed everything forever.I will be OK just need time to get use to a completely different life now.

[Matchy69]

I have the media outside my house.zi just have nothing do with it and don't know what happen.No comment.

[Mum52]

Hi Matchy It seems like something terrible has happened and you can’t talk about it. Is there someone in your family you can talk to? I hope you and your family are safe. Please ring one of the helplines if you need to. Mum 52

[Matchy69]

Hi Mum52 yes something really bad and tragic has happen in my family and can't talk about it on here.We have support from victims of crime.it has changed everything for ever.A lot of sleepness night trying to make sense of it.I wish I could go into details but can't on here.A lot of nasty hurtful comments have been thrown out there of people who nothing about what has happen only what the media have said which they have got half the facts wrong anyway.I am aware who I can talk to and have spoken to some family.

I hope you have been well and everything is OK with you.