how do i stop crying

[Matchy69]

I feel so alone,i dont have many friends or anyone who wants to know what i am going through.I just find my self just breaking down and crying.I just want some one to listen and not to judge me.

[Aaronsis]

Hey Mark

How are you today? Just wondering how your kids are as I am sure that you are still getting settled with them with school and the new year. I hope that your ex's birthday turned out well and that the cake incident was the only mishap, poor boy, I can see what he was trying to do and your daughter was trying too, just a big misunderstanding of when the cake should happen I think. Pretty tough.

Today is much cooler here and I am glad for that although I think it is due to heat up tomorrow and Friday.

I am off on a road trip tomorrow and will be back Friday so I am really looking forward to that, some time with my friends and a show. We are seeing Ru Pauls drag race so it will be so fun.

How is pebbles today? Hope she had calmed down from yesterday's madness, gee cats are so crazy but they make us laugh.

Huge hugs Mark

Sarah xxx

[Matchy69]

Hi Sarah,the kids are both at school which is good.My son settled down yesterday after he had his medication.My daughter gets a bit sick of my son at times so these incidents do happen.

I went into town this morning and did the grocery shopping and went bunnings.I was going to do it tomorrow but am going for a drive tomorrow.

The weather has cooled down here for a few days with a bit of rain.Has been very pleasent.

My cat bubbles is still a bit wild came running in and out of the house this morning when i was bringing the grocerys in.She has settled down now.

A road trip sounds fun enjoy it and have fun.

Your friend,

Mark.

[Aaronsis]

Hi Mark

That is really great news that your kids are both at school today, that is a massive win, well done!

Another huge win that you have been out to get some groceries and to Bunnings too, that is awesome Mark, some time out of the house is great and getting those jobs done is good too, I am so very proud of you.

Where are you off to tomorrow? A drive sounds really nice and a great thing to do for your MH as well.

Sorry I called bubbles pebbles..lol, sorry....but I am glad she is not so crazy today but that is funny that she was running in and out with you and the groceries...puts a smile on your face.

Hugs

Sarah xxxx

[Matchy69]

Hi Sarah,i am going to a small town about one and half hour drive from here called Lowood.It is the town where my great grandparents settled when they came out from Germany.I am going there to visit a craft shop that I put craft in that i make.That is what i was planning tomorrow.

Take care,

Mark.

[Aaronsis]

Oh cool, that sounds like an awesome day and I had no idea that you do that with your craft, that is fantastic!

You must be very good at it to be able to sell it in a craft shop, wow Mark, that is so great.

Thank you too for posting on my "U got a friend in us" thread. I am really hoping to link people up who struggle to make friends and just have someone to chat to and to talk about their day. I hope it works.

S xxxxx

[Matchy69]

Sarah your doing an awesome job on here helping people.

[Aaronsis]

That is so very lovely of you to say that Mark, I really appreciate it and value your kind words.

Thank you my friend.

[Matchy69]

Your welcome and its true

[Matchy69]

I thought it would get easier after time but it just gets harder and it was all because i have anxiety and major depression that i tried to hide.I try so hard to make people to like me want to be my friends but just push everyone away.I was allways there for them but they can't be there for me and i scare them away.

[Aaronsis]

Good Morning Mark

Hope that you have had some joy over the weekend and that you could get out in that garden of yours. That rose in your pic is absolutely stunning and you should feel so very proud that you can grow these..wow...people pay so much for flowers like that.

I understand how the loss of your friend really impacts you every day and I am so sorry you are going through this pain. You are doing such a great job on here and supporting others even though you are feeling heavy yourself and this is so brave and so caring of you Mark.

How was your drive the other day? Did you see anything that really made you feel good?

Chat soon
Sarah xx