Idealised death since as young as I remember, at 28 things finally changed for me

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Since as young as I can remember? I’ve always struggled with severe anxiety and regulating my mood. I would experience some instances of euphoria and many experiences of depression and idealisation of suicide effectively before I even was familiar with the word ‘suicide’. A 28 years old finally things changed for me. I finally got the help I needed and I’m continuing to receive the help because it’s a long and hard path to health and wellness after being so mentally unwell for so long.