I need to hear encouragement

[Chris D]

Even though i have been told that i have given some inspirational msgs, i need them said to me please. As i cannot recognise them myself. I feel unappreciated, i feel i put out more than what comes back to me so it makes me feel very flat, very down and lacking energy. I don't know why i bother trying to help people. If people want me to stay on here, be there for them  and be there light for them, then i need alot of encouragement as i can't do it on my own. I fee llike i'm dragging a massive pile of boulders up a mountain and they are trying to pull me back down. I need to hear supporting msgs otherwise i can't be strong for people including myself, i can't give inspirational msgs to help others pick themselves up. I wonder sometimes who is going to pick me up when i'm down. I just feel so alone, lost in a dark cold forest.

Kind Regards

Chris

[Neil_1]

Hi Chris  

My thoughts are with you and your family member … please take care.  

 Neil  

[Chris D]

As i sit on my bed this evening, i have alot of things going on in my head. I feel isolated, alone and i feel that i'm going down hill. I just want to cry but the damn tears won't come. I just would like to talk to someone at the moment and to have their arms around me.

I don't know what to do or say most of the time, my mind is just somewhere else and keeps on going in circles. I find it very difficult to concentrate on most things at the moment.

Really SORRY to you all for not replying to each of your individual threads. Please forgive me cause i can't, i feel like i'm ignoring your threads by not replying. I do read them all but i just don't have the energy.

Kind Regards

Chris

[Jo3]

Oh Chris,

If I could give you a hug I would, so I'm sending you lots of hugs.  If only you could cry, that would help a lot.

Are you able to call a friend or the support line here at BB.  Sometimes just chatting to someone helps relieve the tension and stress we are feeling.

Pls Chris give them a call, it will help you.

Sending you lots and lots of hugs, pls let me know how you go.

Jo