My Beautiful Girls

[Suzbj]

To my beautiful daughter that I raised and my two beautiful daughters I gave up for adoption at birth (twins). 

I have never ever stopped loving all three of you and you are my world and my wish for happiness and all the best life can offer.

I am so sorry I was not capable of "the white picket fence". 

I did the best I could and that is all I have.

To my twin girls, I am so grateful for the magic life you have had with your parents.

To my daughter that I raised, I cannot understand your lies about life with me. But you have your own reasons. I remember how much we laughed and how I always had your back. True. There wasn't much in material goods, but I loved you then and I will love you forever.

That is all.

Lots of love

Suzie xx

[geoff]

dear Suzie, your daughters are a special gift for you, and they always will be.

We all go through life with many ups and downs, some we remember and some forgotten, but we cherish those great times and those lovely days that stick in our mind, but sadly we unfortunately also remember those terrible times that have affected our lives, and these periods of time are so hurtful not only to ourselves but also the ones we love.

There are periods where our loved ones hate us for being how we are, but these times we have no control over, because we are overtaken by this awful illness, depression.

Sometimes they chip and help us to overcome our depression, but it becomes too difficult, and we can't blame them for this, because it's an illness that no one can understand, so we have to ride the tide until it's finished, and this could be many years.

Love means a million words. L Geoff. x

[Suzbj]

Thank you Geoff,

What you wrote means a lot. 

cheers

Susan xx

[Jo3]

Hey Suzie

That is a beautiful message.  You know your children will always love you, no matter.  I agree with Geoff, in that depression changes us, and sometimes we have no control of how we behaviour because it's not us it's the depression.

Your daughter loves you no matter what; everyone has differences in life (boy I've had my share) but I hope that one day you and daughter can be together and share a lifetime full of joy.

Because you deserve it.  You are an amazing person.

Jo xx

[Neil_1]

Hi Susan  

A beautiful post by you.  Tinged I feel with a hell of a lot of sadness and pain. 

I’m not in a place where I can produce the brilliant response that Geoff supplied to you, but I just want you to know that YOU mean a lot to so many people;  the kindly folk here on Beyond Blue, your friends and family, but most of all, the beautiful daughters who are the subject of your post.  

Please take care of yourself,  

Neil

[vip]

Hi Suzie you did your very best with what you had basically and im sure your daughters will understand that i mean in life we cant make everyone aroumd us and yes we do make mistakes i mean i have made huge mistakes that im not proud of due to my depression and i cant turn back the clock its happened its gone now its time to look forward and learn and grow from all this so dont beat yourself up too much here your not alone. Take care x

[Suzbj]

Thank you Jo, Neil, Geoff and Nes xx