My Friday nights are usually not good, it is the weekend, people are visiting relatives, have somewhere to go, have people to see. I am at home wanting company but too panic stricken to go out and mingle. It is a feeling of what is it all about, next Friday night will be the same if I don't get my act together and make the effort. How will anyone know I am lonely if they don't talk to me. You still can go out and be alone. It is times like this that my brain and heart have two different conversations, one wins, which one who knows. I'm not making sense so I shall go and do what I usually do on a Friday night, watch television and go to bed at 7.00pm.
How was Thursday for you? It appears to have started well so I hope it continued on.
I hope your (and others) Friday is wonderful, and that you get enjoyment out of Friday night.
Strange, yesterday felt so unusually, good, so now I am so conscious about how I am feeling this morning - I think I will lie low, don't want to upset the apple cart.
Hi Hideaway my Thursday was getting myself ready for today plus the usual housework. Having a bit of trouble convincing myself to go to the shop I have my craft work in to see if anything has sold. It is like my head blocks the thought okay lets do it. Will have to do it on the spur of the moment so I don't have time to think about it. My emotions are jumping from one thing to another at the moment, I happy about the party yet anxious, normal anxious at the moment so I am going to keep my brain occupied all day with something other than thinking ha ha. I did not want to get out of bed that is why I am on the site later, I was listening to the first bird song. Mood went from what if I mess up tonight to so what and now it is on the fence. Your day is going to be great, you are going to get a smile from someone that will make you happy, even if it is you looking in the mirror at yourself.
