Hello AbiG, it's always sad to hear when people feellikethis, but it's reality and most of us have been through exactly the same as how you are feeling and believe this is one reason why we tend to close up because we think people are tired of listening and watching us behave the way we do, tht's why depression and anxiety can be so cruel.
Perhaps you could ask your psychiatrist to think about changing your medication because the current one doesn't seem to be helping you.
The decision to have one child is your choice and depends on the relationship and how it's going, no one should criticise you at all, because other people's choice to have three or four kids could also be criticised, but again that's their choice.
In any organisation there is always politics run by a group of people and it's best to stay clear of this group, because they send unnecessary messages that spread around and mostly are untrue and the reason why people can become depressed.
Keep talking with us if you want.
Geoff.
Life Member.
