Dear Morganan~
Welcome here to the Forum and thank you for your post. Short though it is the frustration comes though pretty clearly.
I'm going to have to do a little guesswork in answering to try to meet your situation.
OK, I have PTSD, anxiety and have had bouts of depression. I've lived with them for a very long time - though I'm now in a pretty good place with love, interest, accomplished, self esteem.
How did I get there? When I first started things kept going down, then up a little, plateaued them down again. All the while with a GP, psychiatrist and a few times a psychologist too - plus meds.
So what changed? A new set of meds whilst in hospital, plus family support, plus removing a major stressor.
Alright, that's a quick account of me. How about you?
In order for the people here to give you accurate advice It would be good if you came back and said a bit more. Your circumstances, family, if you work, how long you have been under treatment - and so on.
As I say otherwise it is guess work. I'd guess your regime is not effective, so it needs review. I'd guess you have a family - sorry if that is way out. If you do is there anyone (or a friend) who you can talk to, who will support you, and maybe understand just a bit? My family was a major part of my recovery, would not be here talking to you now otherwise.
I would suggest having a look around this Forum at others who have been in your situation, where initial treatment - sometimes going on for a long time - has not worked properly and how they have coped.
Basically finding effective treatment - and a suitable medical team - is like many things, it can often take more than one go.
I'd really like it if you came back and talked again
Croix
