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[alana-jane]

Hi im new to this so dont really know how to start so ill just start , im 21 years old  with 2 kids married and have my own house i literally have nothing to complain about in that market except having no life whatsoever i have no close friends due to me converting to islam 4 years ago when i married my husband also most of my family have disowned me including my own mother only family i talk to is my grandmother who i go to once a week and the rest of the time im home literally 24/7 i feel like i have no connection with my husband anymore because hes never home hes always at work at the gym or out with friends i try to tell him how i feel then i just dont because i feel like im just complaining to much ,then it comes out in rage after it builds up after a while .. i feel as if i need to go out and just get out of my own head but then i just sit and think i have nowhere to go anyway so i stay home and then my mind just wanders again , theres alot more things on my mind but i think ill stop there for now..

[Matisse_]

If you feel lonely try and wander around or distract yourself, make time fly by. Go out and try something new, start a new hobby, talk online to people or even pick up a good book. There is always something to do. And if you're getting frustrated with the lack of time together you should try your hardest in talking about it, it doesn't have to be face to face if you're scared. Remember that communication is vital and important. Hope everything goes well with you and your family too  

[Chris_B]

Hi everyone, this is a duplicate thread and has been locked. Please continue your discussion in the original posting here.