I dont know who i am anymore

[Unicorndogge]

Lately i just feel like i am getting dragged along not doing anything useful. The thing is i am pretty much useless, my anxiety is bad i cant even do what most other people can do my age and now i just have no motivation to learn because i know i will stuff it up or not go anywhere with it. I dont have a job, i dont study anymore and now that i am living with my nan its like i feel trapped even though i was in a worse position at home with my dad smoking weed with most of my inheritance money. I don't know what i am good at, liking something is not enough anymore because i know that i will be alone forever.

[Guest9337]

Evning...

Yeh your profile pic is well done. I kinda think of all my forumming buddies as penpals, it's probably the most social stuff I do... aside from marriage of course!

My wife is probably missing me a bit because I went hard core into writing in my anti-movement thread recently, then needed an epic sleep afterwards. lol. still feel like I haven't really woken up since then.

[Gab_]

Yo dude,

Comparison is the thief of joy and happiness comes from within. Life can get dark sometimes but the best thing you can do is pick yourself back up, learn from your mistakes and move forward. You get out what you put in, just be yourself, try stay positive and do your best xoxo 🙂

[Unicorndogge]

I can never be myself it's never good enough for other people

[Guest9337]

Yep, Unicorndogge, "never good enough" is one of the signs that some where in your life people need to do better at treating you fairly.

How long did it take you to draw the russian penpal image in your profile pic, it's very detailed.

love dng.

[Gab_]

I reckon it all starts within. Your thoughts determine your perspective of the world, which will determine your feelings and the way you think that you're perceived.

But put the rest of the world aside for a second. All that's left is you and your thoughts right?

Life's a battle, but its not you against the world, its you against yourself.

[Unicorndogge]

I don't know what I am going to do. Nothing ever works out for me.

[Gab_]

Could I ask what you mean by that? What is it in your life that isn't working out for you?

[Gab_]

And also, can you think of times when things have worked out for you? or when you've been happy or even just at peace?

[Unicorndogge]

I am really scared, I don't know what to do😭. This whole world has gone crazy and I don't want to go down with it

[Guest9337]

Hi Unicorndogge, How ya going mate? I am sad that you are scared, what can I do for you?

Listen and respond as best I can.

stay safe