Having a real hard time lately

[PurpleRose95]

So lately everything has been alright.

It felt like everything was falling into place but the past 2 weeks have been tough. I've had issues with my depression back. It comes and it goes but sometimes I just don't know how much more I can hold on to the positive things when I'm finding more negatives.

the worst thing about it is I can't talk to anyone about it because the people I have in my life won't understand as they are too involved in everything..

[PurpleRose95]

Thank you all for your kind words.

I'm personally just dealing with a lot at the moment emotionally.

To be honest I was in foster care for 18 years in the same caring family but have recently got my files about my life before I was in care and some things I've read are hard to hear.

It's hard knowing that the people who brought you into life are the same people who could have easily also taken your life at such a small age. I am very vulnerable at the moment but I'm really hoping to get some help soon.

[romantic_thi3f]

Hi PurpleRose95,

Thanks for your post.

I just wanted to check in with you and see how you're going. I can see it's been a couple of weeks now since your last post. You mentioned about getting some help; can I ask how you've gotten on with that?

I'm not sure what you've had to read about yourself but given that it's foster care I can only imagine how vulnerable that must have made you feel and how confronting that might have been.

Hope that you're doing okay and feel free to post again if you want to.