Hi, I’m Belle. I’m a LGBTQ+ and neurodivergent teenager. I had some rumours spread about me back when I was in year six, and people still believe a lot of those. Due to that, I don’t have many friends.
I made a friend last year, but she ended up being really abusive. And after having several abusive friends in the past, and going through a few situations that have led to some trauma. I’m now afraid to make new friends. Because I’m scared they will hurt me.
However, I’ve had two friends throughout my school life. One of them is in my mother’s group and I met the other during class. But both of them have become obsessed with dating, and boys. The girl from my mother’s group had recently gotten more quiet, and annoyed at me. I’m not sure why. This led to her making me leave her alone, and be by myself. I ended up needing to go to a teacher, and spend lunch in my classroom.
I can only be myself when she is in a good mood. And my other friend is distancing herself from me during the day.
I’m in a class with zero friends, and like I said. I’m too scared to make friends. Does anyone have any ideas on what I should do? Because life is getting pretty tough, and I’m getting quite lonely.
