Hi a few weeks ago I caught my wife of 9 years having affairs up to 1 year ago,I know of men I have texted and have told me what she has done,of course she denies it all ,I have read all of the messages and have seen pictures and videos she left on a old phone I was going to use and using her videos to send to men and women on a porn site ,she has been seeing these men when I'm not at her flat or meeting up after work ,I really don't know how many men or woman she has seen asked her why it was to make her happy but keeps on saying I making all this up I have seen the evidence and messages from men saying when is she coming around next,she has been so deceitful and disgusting I carnt get a grip on the situation ,finally asked her if she was a lone she said yes ,so I drove past and saw here with a man ,,I feel like I have been made a mockery out of and really struggling to shut the thinking down ,worst is she has a friend she confides in a has been playing me too,she new what was going on I know cos they were laughing about me having a melt down ,,they are both filth ,,I need help
