Treatment for me being with a narcissist 17years

[Mags12b]

Was in a narcissistic relationship 17years  and someway I still don't know how I decide to question her change In behaviour and attitude towards me over the last year's of marriage where I was suicidal and in and out of institution,to find out narcissistic people.and she ticked every box 

I'm mentally tired and lost and to be directed in the right direction for help and treatment. 

She played me and played my family and friends.where I do not have any friends left .please advice where I can go for treatment 

[Sophie_M]

Hi Mags12b,
We’re sorry to hear that you’re feeling this way and going through such a difficult time with your partner. We’re glad you could share this here, as our lovely community will have kindness, advice and understanding for you.

We have sent you a private reply about this.  It sounds like you could really do with talking things through, so please don’t hesitate to give the lovely Beyond Blue counsellors a call on 1300 22 4636 or speak to them on webchat here. There are also some really good pointers here for staying connected, and finding support through a trying time. It is wonderful that you have been able to reach out for support here on the forums. You never know who might read it and feel less alone in their own experience.
Kind regards,
Sophie M