VCE future

eliz_a2998
Community Member

I have no hope for my future, last year I was doing so well in school. When I got to VCE the pressure got into my head so bad I got diagnosed with severe anxiety which led to a bad reaction to medication suicidal ideation and an admission. I have no hope anymore I can’t even brush my hair or teeth I sleep all day. It’s like I’m already not even alive I’ve ruined my life I had everything last year friends, school, and I was playing my favourite sport. It’s all gone I ruined it all everything, I was supposed to be the smart one the one in my family who actually graduates I’ve let everyone down. What’s the point of even being alive anymore I don’t even feel real.

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Hi,

No not really everything just keeps getting worse. It’s always one step forward three steps back.