all my life has been pain the first 16 years dealing with an asshole father and non caring mother. then the m/v accident 1997.since then physical pain.
nov and dec 2020 i had the last of my 7 spinal surgeries only to be left in more back pain than ever before and now the added neuropathic pain in my leg is excruciating.
ive been to pain specialists that dish out medications that your body just gets used to and stops working,ive had every test known only to go back to an old neurosurgeon that id trust with my life only to be told the only hope is a spinal cord stimulator.
over 10 hours of trying to talk to medicare and still havent spoken to anyone,ive been to the office and they say call the number.These gov agencies are a joke.
my health insurance only will pay a certain amount depending on which stimulator and as a best case scenario ill be out of pocket $10,000 not bad for a person who cant work and has sold everything to try and keep of the streets and stay on meds.
and the final kicker is it has a success rate of 30 %
im just done with this whole system im done with the pain
why cant we just dye with dignity why do we have to be on the street living in pain and poverty .
