Self HaRM and the instability running in my head

[Evanthia]

I am running on fumes right now and the one thing , l want to do is possibly the worst solution .....

I am a person who has self harmed and use the action to feel better and to release the stress inside of me . 

I am needing meds to keep me asleep because without them , l go days and weeks without sleep.

It is all eating me on the inside and , l am supposed to be ok with everyone and everythig around me.  I wonder if its best to go ahead and follow my visions , nightmares or visual disturbances.

It seems like a nice day , might go for a walk !!!!!!!

[Sophie_M]

Dear Evanthia
 
Welcome to the Beyond Blue forums Evanthia, we are so glad that you have made you way here and had the bravery to post and will be reaching out to you privately to offer you some additional support this evening.
 
In the meantime, we would love for you to give one of our fully trained counsellors a call for some counselling support, we are here 24/7 on 1300 22 4636 or via our WebChat.  In addition, we have included some links below on strategies you might like to use in order for you to keep yourself safe in the meantime:
 
Self-Harm; Getting Help
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Self_Harm Safety Planning App
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Please keep safe Evanthia, we will leave you in the hands of our lovely community members who will be here on your thread soon.  Thanks again for sharing. It’s a powerful and brave first step towards feeling better.


Regards 
 
Sophie M