Scumbag

[ok_pitch]

I made a huge mistake which has cost me dearly. I can not see a path back which is clear enough to follow.

My self hatred is all consuming. I'm at a loss as to how to pick up the remaining pieces of my life and move forward.

Ideation is real and heady. I made it clear I'm ok for the night, but I guess I'm after some direction from anyone who has been in this situation.

[ok_pitch]

Mate I'm sorry I raised any of this. There are others here more worthy of your awesome responses, and I would like you to devote this time and effort to them.

Thanks

[Croix]

Dear Ok_pitch~

It's always difficult to know when one is being helpful, or not. I'd hate to be intrusive so I'll back off. This does not mean I do not care about your circumstances, or that you are not worthy of considerable effort to assist.

So if you would like to talk anytime in the future, near or far, I'll still be here.

Croix