hi guys i need help i have depression anxiety, ptsd probably cptsd and a lot of other stuff my parents are divorced my dad sucks i live with my mum i went to court against my brothers at age 7 i started self-harming at age 9 I'm now 15 i have self destructive behaviours and have started self harming again my mum doesnt like me she is always saying im narcissistic and manipulative when i wasn't trying to do anything like that she has taken my notebooks and music all my coping strategies and cries for help are labeled as manipulation every small mistake a carefully crafted lie she is removing me from all the friend groups that i have been able to open up to.
one second she will be happy im being a second parent and leading my sisters then shell snap and tell me to stop undermining her authority she is trying to make my sisters hate me by telling them im reading smut when it was a short romance scene similar to harry potter romances, i don't know what to do
any advice is welcome
