Dear New Member~
Welcome here to the Forum. I guess you would be both worried your mum might take her life or that you might have to leave home or even that you might unwittingly have done something your mum takes badly. There is no real way to know from what you have said. A horrible place to be in.
I don't think it is a situation anyone can deal with on their own. Do you have support from other family members of a friend who can reassure you?
I would suggest you contact our freindly councilors who are there 24/7 and have a chat with them. there you can set out all the circumstances, what has happened in the past and your own situation
People in arguments do say things in the heat of the moment, however threats to kill oneself have to be taken seriously.
If you would like to let us know how things go we are always here to support you
Croix
