Can't keep doing this...

[Kitz88]

Hi, sorry for the gloomy post but things are tough...

I have psychotic depression amongst other stuff. A month ago I had a miscarriage which has been hard. I don't have alot of support and have lost all my friends. I need to give up this fight, I've had enough. I can't do it anymore. The thoughts have been will so has the voices, I need out. I can't do it. I'm done!

[Katyonthehamsterwheel]

Hi Kitz88

Im incredibly sorry for your loss. How especially hard for you to deal with this alone. Please know there is support for you here on the forums. There is also support on the helplines. If you feel you at risk of harm now please immediately call 000 for help. You can also call lifeline or the suicide call back service. There are people who care and who are here for you to help you cope. Please reply and let me know how you’re going. I’m here to listen, Katy

[Petal22]

Hi Kitz88,

Wellcome to our forums!

Sorry you are feeling this way.

Im sorry you had a miscarriage that must be so difficult for you..

Im sorry to hear you don’t have a lot of support but please know we are all here on this forum to support you…..

I understand mental illness can be really tough, I suffered ocd but have now recovered thanks to professional help……. Please don’t give up…. Keep going…….. the best is yet to come…..

Are you currently seeking professional help?

here to chat

[Sophie_M]

Hi Kitz88, 

Things sound like they are super tough for you right now and you have so much on your plate. To be dealing with mental illness and suffering from the grief of a miscarriage on top of that must be immerse with all the pain. You do not have to deal with anything alone and we have contacted you privately to offer you support. 

We would strongly urge that in overwhelming moments you get in touch with our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467). 

If you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 1pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport  One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals. 

You do not have to go it alone and we are here to help you.