Vent and then let it go...

[Guest_1055]

Not sure about anyone else but sometimes I just need to vent, including venting any frustrations, fears, hopes, worries, longings and anything else. Most of the time I don't want any advice or any responses. Just need a way to get it all out from within me.

So thought this thread could be for those sort of things. No one replys to you with words or anything. It's a place to let it all go. Just dump whatever it is you want to say and leave it here.

So yeah no replys please.

[Guest_4643]

I wish I was good enough. Especially for some "family" members. I try so hard and it seems like nothing I do is right and good enough, like I have to compete. Because I don't have what others have (jobs, marriage, etc) I'm not worthy of love, that's how it feels. I have mental illnesses but so does a cousin of mine and my Aunty cares about him and is all over him, like "you poor thing, always here if you need me" but doesn't give a crap about me no matter how many times I tried to be there for her.

I try to ignore it and move on and realise it's toxic but it's impossible. I want to talk to them but I also don't, I'm torn.

I just want to be loved and accepted and feel good enough.

[CMF]

I hate that when I go to my partners house it's always so loud.
I hate that when he has a drinking partner I feel I don't exist.
I hate thstvwheni have to leave his sis bf had to question why
I hate the whole set up with his sis living there and her bf staying over. The 3 of them are very happy, who needs me?
I hste6hearing how every thing s he

[CMF]

I hate that when I go to my partners house it%27s always so loud.
%3cbr/%3eI hate that when he has a drinking partner I feel I don%27t exist.
%3cbr/%3eI hate thstvwheni have to leave his sis bf had to question why
%3cbr/%3eI hate the whole set up with his sis living there and her bf staying over. The 3 of them are very happy%2c who needs me%3f
%3cbr/%3eI hste6hearing how every thing she does is so fantastic. I don't hear about anything I do being fantastic. I'm sure he doesn't brag about me like he does about her.
Now het bf is so fantastic too, it's li k e the 3 of them are in love

[Matchy69]

I hate being so unimportant and uninteresting that their is always someone more important and interesting then me.

[CMF]

I hear you Matchy x

[Guest_1643]

my friend bought this table over me.. left it in the garden... it is a big round glass table

she said she bought it herself and it's easy to carry

i tried to move it and think i've hurt my back

so frustrating

it's just another stupid thing

i have no idea how she moved it

i know i shouldn't have done that... now i'm in this weird pain

[Harpbird]

Makes me so mad when your flooded in , water running over the road and you get the yahoos tearing through it as fast as they can 🤦🏻‍♀️ I am sitting on my verandah watching the idiots go by with not a speck or dry land left on our small farm.

[Guest_1643]

annoyed at myself for getting upset with a friend over nothing

yesterday was just a rough day and i didn't cope well and didn't really act well...:(

[Guest_1055]

"Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward.”

– C.S. Lewis.

I found this quote above.

[Guest_1055]

Often I find myself on the monkey bars. I keep turning around as I hold on there. I turn around and look at the past, look at painful memories, look at mistakes I have made. It just appears to hold me back. Makes me more sad and depressed and grieved.

My heart and mind desires to look forward and go that way instead. Forward on those monkey bars. It is brand new isn't it, the future is not yet lived.