people here are very warm, accepting and welcoming - far more so than many of my own friends and family - thank you so much, it has helped more than you will realise and has helped lead me to...
and finally, my self-attitude is warm and forgiving which is a huge change from the self hatred I have been pushing onto myself so much recently.
Trying (as in I am trying, not as in it was trying)
It was a bit of a sad day, but I am trying to stay hopeful, and trying to be brave. I know all in all, I'll be alright. So I'm just trying to enjoy myself when I can.
