Dear Chef_Sunny~
Welcome here to the Forum. I think you will find people in the area of the Forum you have chosen who may have had to cope with similar circumstances. I suggest you have a browse
I guess I'd like to say two things to you , the first being that comparing yourself to others - particularly via social media - is setting yourself up to feel bad. There are so many that give thier lives a 'Kardiasian' flavor, where all is great.
In fact when seeing their lives properly there is probably a lot less happiness and glam, just ordinary people wiht ordinary lives.
The other thing is a lot will depend on what you want out of life. I can only say what I've always wanted (and luckily found). A long term relationship wiht love, reliability, trust, joy at being the the other person, humor and kindness.
If that is what you want too then yes, there may be a wait until you find someone like that, however it's no reason to be downhearted, the reward is worth it.
Although hard, if some of your friends have already found this happy state try to be glad for them, your turn will come.
Croix
