Unsupportive In A Time Of Need
It certainly does sound like you are stuck one way or another.
Are there any support groups in your region that may be able to help somehow?
Maybe if you call the Beyond Blue support line, the people answering may be able to give you some ideas of options.
Have you had a chat with Centrelink to see if they can assist you in any way if you did try to leave now?
Do you have hobbies or interests you could become more involved in? Do you like to read? Is there a library close to you where your daughter could borrow books and magazines for you?
Maybe you could start to write a story, it might help to fill some of your time.
Do you like arts and crafts? Can you do those from home?
It is difficult when you don't feel supported and cared for. Right now it is hard for you to do a lot for yourself as well. That must be difficult for you.
Hopefully you can find positive ways to fill your day and help yourself feel better about who you are and where you want to be in the future.
Wishing you well, cheers from Dools